I need a holiday

After several type of quarell lah or maybe ketidak puasan hati yg tersimpan lama ofkoz cepat marah2 mcm kurang kasih sayang gitu tuh... ahaks..but we do or shall i say i do learn from the lessons..

ermmm.. sometimes kan terfikir "kenapalah Allah begitu menguji diri ini"... ofkoz tiada jawapan kans.. but deep inside still believe that.. "Allah tak uji org yg tidak mampu utk menanggungnya".. aminn semoga me my self diberi lebih kesabaran n even diberi kekuatan also utk menempuhi hari2..

This week suppose become single parent for me.. have to take care anak2.. mcm look into it pulak dah rasanya coz we can do what ever we love n wanted.. entah kenapa seakan ada gap between us sekian lama.. tidak pernah cuba baiki or consider like tikus membaiki labu... or i'm the one yg tanak baiki.. yelah untuk apa?? i dont have the answer sebenarnya.. Just lalui kehidupan seadanya.. with anak2..

i need a holiday for my self sebenarnya... i'm going thru this year with not so good... both Jan n Feb full of gloomy day for me... so i just need to pamper myself as a rewards..

have a happy holidays u ols..

cheers